Thursday, June 23, 2005
staring at the sun
4:06 PM
Daylight on my shoulder
Makes me feel alive
You kept me standing in your shadow
And it's a cold cold place to hide
I'm running away from this messed up place
I'm breaking free, yeah yeah
I'm tired of staring at the sun
Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see
Stealing every breath I breathe
You push me into overdrive
And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
I know you won't let me
But just turn and walk away
I'm tired of when you kick me around
Trying to kill my dreams and break me down
But I won't hang around
I'm running away from this messed up place
I'm breaking free, yeah yeah
I'm tired of staring at the sun
Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see
Stealing every breath I breathe
You push me into overdrive
And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
I was staring at the sun
Daylight on my shoulder
I know its time to run
Yes I know its time to run
I'm tired of staring at the sun
Can't stand the way you put my eyes so I can't see
Stealing every breath I breathe
(stealing every breath I breathe)
You push me into overdrive
And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done
You took everything while I was staring at the sun
Yeah, yeah staring at the sun
You took everything while I was staring at the
lone wolf syndrome.
Sunday, June 19, 2005
naked blogger? so what?
4:03 PM
i think all of you should shut the fuck up.
yes.
i'm referring to all of you bloggers out there making a big hoo ha about the blogger known as sarongpartygirl. and all of those criticising what she's doing. don't you see? you're doing what she wants! she craves attention and you're giving it to her! jesus christ. and what gives you the right to say what she's doing is "morally correct" or "tasteful" or all that other self-righteous bullshit.
i'm supposed to be talking about people who piss me off. so i am. i am utterly pissed off by people who are behaving like complete retards. i quote bigfuck - "you think you critisize other people bigfuck issit?". yes. you need no talent to grow boobs or flash them online, but you sure as hell need a lot of bitchiness to critisize that person's choice of actions. if you don't want to be critisized for your remarks on your blog and hear about how other people hate you, then don't critisize others. attention whores need to be fed. and that's just what you're doing people.
next, reading today's new paper, i've realised that all these bloggers aren't the only idiots out there. so what if your conversations are peppered with quotes from famous authors and all that jazz? i can prove that you aren't as smart as you claim to be. you're a "exhibitionist". and you choose to remain anonymous. oh, and yet you're willing to pose for photos for the papers! you put your sex journal online and then go for an interview saying that you want to do an interview cos you are sick of the comments that other people give. WELL IF YOU FUCKING POST PERSONAL RECOUNTS OF HOW GOOD SEX WAS THE OTHER NIGHT AND CLAIM TO BE A LIBERAL PERSON THEN YOU REALLY SHOULDN'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK ABOUT YOU. sweet mother of mary... i may not quote shakespeare or have a PSLE score of 269, but at least i'm not a fucking hypocrite. oh and in the case that i'm making myself seem like i'm a hypocrite myself to you, you can kindly go and fuck yourself. i never said i cared about what others think about me in the first place. especially not goddamn hypocrites.
all of you people make me sick. go away.
ps: if you're christian and don't like the way i swear, i apologise. i know it's a bad habit. if you aren't satisfied with my apology, oh, you can kindly go and fuck yourself as well =D
ok, forget about hypocrites. HAPPY OLD MANS DAY POPS! =D hope ya liked the gifts. went to play golf with my old man today. i hate golf cos you get blisters really easily, especially if you're a beginner. i have no idea why, but playing golf seems to have konked out my left elbow again. :S i say again cos i usually experience a sharp pain in my left should when lifting weights sometimes. some sorta tricep exercise... very hard to explain and i'm too lazy to draw now. yeah, so i guess it's similar to that. ah well, he's my dad after all, a few blisters and a konked out elbow is nothing if you're happy =D
lone wolf syndrome.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
music
5:12 PM
now, i've sorta realised that when ever i'm in a fucked up mood (pissed, depressed, dissapointed or any of the synonyms of these words ^^) i will listen to fucked up music (usually something heavy with suicidal or depressing lyrics) which will make me feel even more fucked up (wallow in self pity or sink further into self denial). yes, it's a vicious cycle. i assume that there are many others out there like me, therefore i will take this chance to recommend some non-fucked up music that won't make you feel more fucked up than you already are and perhaps help you overcome your errr.. fucked-upness =D
1. for the suicidal - Hold On by Good Charlotte
2. for the depressed - Lose Yourself by Eminem, Welcome to My Life by Simple Plan
3. for the heart broken - Harder to Breath by Maroon 5, You're So Last Summer by Taking Back Sunday
4. for the pissed - The Anthem by Good Charlotte
5. for the grounded - Set Me Free by Velvet Revolver
6. for the dissapointed - Vindicated by Dashboard Confessionals, Broadway by Goo Goo Dolls
now, on a completely different note...
people piss me off. it's a fact. there are various types of jackasses out there in the world and i shall list those who piss me off the most.
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tomorrow. i have no mood to blog now. got an essay to write.
lone wolf syndrome.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
the world has gone insane
4:38 PM
the world has gone insane.
yup, it's pretty much a well known fact now. let's review the crazy things that have happened in the past year shall we?
1. britney spears was voted as the world's sexiest woman.
i mean, wtf. are you people goddamn blind or something? did you run this poll on 13 year old teenyboppers with no music taste at all? and the men! you are a bloody embarrassment to the human race. how the fuck is it someone like her is the world's sexiest woman? you are all obviously pedos... thank god in the recent poll by FHM, fiona xie was voted as the new queen of sexy.
2. it snowed in the UAE for the first time in god knows when... probably since the ice age. it's the UAE we're talking about. god knows how many hectares of fucking desert and IT SNOWED?!?! why can't we have that in singapore?!!? we're closer to temperate countries than them! this is not fair. god hates me.
3. liverpool enters next years champion's league despite them finishing 5th in the EPl. now, if you aren't familiar with football history, UEFA are bloody traditionalists and VERY VERY strict. they allowed liverpool to enter despite having to grant england an extra spot in the tournament and complications with the match fixtures next year. however, i do support their decision. do us proud, pool.
4. i started a blog. 'nuff said.
ah, fug the insane list of things... stupid writer's block.
-.- i feel so fickle, giving up on something just like that... i think i need somebody to slap me. always works when i'm nervous/too lazy/feeling crazy. it's like they slapped me right outta the mood =D yes, i'm retarded. i need someone to help me with html stuff... i wanna create a navigation area and i have no idea how to do the links such that it will open within the border where my entries currently are. the navigation area should be where the "who am i" currently is. then i can post pics up most easily... sigh. this is what happens when you don't touch html for 2 years. you turn into just another IT idiot. i wonder what would superheroman do in this case... probably use his powers of super-understanding and flip through html books.no wait, he wouldn't even need to flip. he's got x-ray vision...
x-ray vision... you know, superman must be like the luckiest fuck on earth. he doesn't even need porn. he just has to turn on his x-ray vision and walk around. and come to think of it, how does x-ray vision work? how come he doesn't see the innards of people? isn't it supposed to be "X-RAY" vision? speaking of superman, i think he's a boring superhero. he's invincible (with the exception of some stupid green stone). he's super fast. he's... well, he's got like all the super powers you ever need. how are you supposed to make storylines outta a guy who can't die? he can't even be hurt? the only worthy opponent he ever had was bizzaro (some failed clone of him for those of you who don't know). even the bats is more interesting than him. batman may not have superpowers, but neither did his orignal nemisises (nemini didn't sound right) - the joker, two face and the penguin. ... i think i've had too much crack recently. peace out.
lone wolf syndrome.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
urinals and web bullies
9:32 PM
something funny happened today... i was playing pool with fio when i had to use the gents. i was happily doing my business when i noticed the words "U2" above the urinal i was using. thinking it was a sticker from a U2 shirt someone pasted, i tried to tear it off, but to no avail. then, i looked at the other urinal and realised there was a "U1" above it...
if you don't get the joke, you are obviously very very slow...
now it has come to my attention that there have been a rise in the case of "net" bullies. people who probably 10 year old geeks/nerds or 40 year old coporate fat ass bosses who have low self esteem and small dicks and can't do a shit in real life so they go online to irritate the fuck outta others so they can feel macho. i say small dicks cos sadly, most of these people are men.
they are present in chatrooms, disturbing girls, saying things like "you're my bitch, cos i fucked you so bad the other day" or online games, simply showing off their "gaming" skills and "power" and calling other noobs or losers. they forget that they were onec new to games as well.
too bad they bump into people like me who slap them silly with remarks and fuck them upside down. now, next time you wanna make some racist remark or fuck with someone online... make sure dashrandom isn't there...
lone wolf syndrome.
