Friday, March 31, 2006
i hate govt webbies -.-
8:52 PM
i hate govt webbies -.- sometimes i feel their aim is to get you nowhere... i tried registering for my ns health screening but when i open the documentation page, it turns up blank. oh wait! there's a useful help section up there! i click it and it gives me the option to talk to a service consultant of sorts (think skype) or chat with one. chat link needs some funky java runtime environment. no problem, i go download the plugin... chat server cannot connect. also no problem, there's still the talk option. talk doesn't work either... by now i start to doubt if anything works. i try typing my query about the pre enlistee documentation in the faq section. no matching results. so i guess right now, i'm wonderfully fucked. if i don't find some way register by 19th of april, miw is doing to kick my ass by setting a date that i HAVE to go down to CMPB and do my health screening. wow, let's say if i have an exam on that day... hmmm... yeah, i'm screwed.
good day folks =)
lone wolf syndrome.
Thursday, March 30, 2006
religion
7:43 PM
this is a post just to inform the world i'm alive.
haha, very funny. now on to the subject matter of which i shall be bitching about =3
religion. a very taboo subject to some, but no worries, i'm not so stupid as to post discriminatory remarks on my blog and get it taken down and whatnot, yadda yadda...
i hate religion. not just any one religion, but religion in general. why? i guess some people may believe religion gives them strength. to some, it gives them purpose. how sad is that? you live for some higher power, not for yourself... what if one day that higher power decided to make your life a living hell for the fun of it?
they say people's faith are strongest when they are in the deepest possible type of shit ever. think: you're hanging off a cliff. you killed your parents when your car hit the tree and flung them over the cliff. your girlfriend/boyfriend dumped you 2 hours ago. you were sacked by your boss an hour ago.
what'd you think? would you be thinking wtf is god now when i need him? or something along the lines or WHY ME GOD?? WHY ME??? no, of course not. people will argue that their faith in god and whatnot gives them strength blah blah blah... well, when you're life is so fucked up, let me see how much faith you can have in something that you're not even sure exists. AH AH- don't give me that "i know god exists, i can feel him" bullshit. or whatever higher power you worship. can you tell me you have NEVER EVER doubted the existence/basis of your religion? if you haven't, please stop reading now. i wouldn't want to crush the little faith you still hold...
some people live in a bubble. everything in that bubble is clearly defined. right and wrong. killing someone is wrong. helping the needy is right. what if a crazy madman barged into your house with a knife threatening to kill your whole fucking family. your mom, dad, hell, even your fucking pets. what if you had a gun in your hands? what would you do? the "right" thing? what if you gave 2o dollars to a poor old man only to find that he used it to hire a prostitute and killed her later on. what did you do? the "wrong" thing? everything in that bubbles goes "pop!" once the realisation that religion is merely an instrument. it was used to reason out the existence of everything. why did that man spontaneously combust? GOD DID IT! ... fuck you lah. everything god god god god... if you want to be so close to god, why don't you kill yourself now? religion never explained anything. and if people need religion to serve as a moral compass, i dread to imagine which direction the human race is going in...
oh, i'm a very sad man. i have no religion. i have no faith. i don't believe in anything. fuck you again. i have something called faith in myself. if everything else fails me, at least i know that i didn't disappoint the man in the mirror. i believe in many things. i believe in love, in freedom of choice, in the human spirit... i believe that pre marital sex is not wrong (dangerous, yes. but not wrong), i believe abortions have justifications, i believe that every man is born of equal opportunity (not born equal)...
what your religion tells you need not be the absolute truth. take everything with a pinch of salt.
note: i used "god" alot in this post, but i'm not specifically hitting out at christians or catholics, it's just that i'm lazy to type "or higher power" behind everytime =) and the contents of this post are targetted at the overzealous, 101% devout, "there is a clear right and wrong" type of people. i know many cool people who are into religion and they don't mind having intellectual arguments with an atheist like me either. =3
lone wolf syndrome.
