Monday, April 10, 2006
it's a bad time to be atheist =/
2:59 PM
the world is racist. or religionist. whatever. i have evidence.
let us take a look at today's papers shall we? (the today paper to be exact. no pun intended.)
front page: malaysia goes green. non-muslims confused as country turns conservative. in short, the malaysian government are forcing their beliefs on other people.
page 8: US may launch attack on iran. wonderful, the world superpower (not forgetting it has the one of biggest balance of payments deficit in the world right now) forcing THEIR beliefs on muslims. well done bush!
page 12: outcry sparked over TV host's headscarf.
"The choice of Asmaa as co-host is an insult to Danish and Muslim women. She sends the message that an honourable woman can't go out unless she is covered up," said Ms Vibeke Manniche, the head of the Women for Freedom association. Ms Manniche has started a petition to get the programme taken off the air.
right... and i swore women's accossiations were supposed to stand up for their rights? isn't choosing to wear a headscarf a right? isn't subscribing to a religion a right? proves all feminists have no basis for their arguments. bimbos.
page 20: Of judas and dan brown. " Little Christian teaching and
diversity in Gospel of Judas".
basically some stupid idiot bitching about how the gospel of judas isn't true...
"Be sensitive to beliefs when Hollywood film airs"
doesn't take a genius to figure out what movie. my advice? it's a film. if you don't like it. don't watch it.
oh woe is me, the world is coming to an apocalyptic end. and what a bad time it is to be athiest.
let's say we have religions X, Y and Z to be "socially sensitive".
if X bombs Y, and Z nukes X and Y goes to war with both X and Z, who the hell should i help?
i can imagine it already.
Believer of X: halt! who goes there!
me: err... just a civilian?
Believer of X: are you a X believer?
me: no. i'm ath-
and then i get gunned down.
sounds fun? indeedeth.
Now listening to: Still Frame by Trapt
Now playing: dota =D
lone wolf syndrome.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
yay i registered =P
7:50 PM
i finally figured out how to register for my medical examination. -.-
anyways, i've been feeling really tired recently, hence the lack of posts. oh and some writer's block as well =/
i guess some people haven't heard of reverse psychology. the more you tell someone not to do something, they more they will want to. and my parents just tell me to "study stud study" everyday =.= guess how i feel?
bah, sometimes i feel like everyone in the world wants to be heard but doesn't want to listen. what an ironic society we live in today.
meh. whatever, live and let die as they say.
Now listening to: Make Damn Sure by Taking Back Sunday
Now playing: nothing. =/ been chatting on Ares.
lone wolf syndrome.
Monday, April 03, 2006
love and whatnot.
7:45 PM
Sometimes, i really have no idea what women look for in men. yes, there are the "imtotallymaterialistandlovemoneyandlooks" type of girls but i'm not into them. you may say they're honest. yes, i agree. and they're totally not worth it in my opinion. not because i'm not handsome and poor -.- i may be not handsome but i'm pretty well off, and i still don't like overly high maintence girls (i mean, who does?) yes, looks and financial status matter. but they aren't what you judge a potential partner on. i quote oprah winfrey (i think it was her o.o): "i don't need someone who wants to take the limousine with me, i need someone who's willing to take the bus with me when the limo breaks down." cash, cuteness, sexiness, whatever-ness, all these kinda grow old (literally =P) after a while. besides, if your partner is with you cos you're cute, wouldn't you be dumped the moment some bigger fish came along?
i don't want love to be something that fades with age, just like we do. it ought to be something beautiful and eternal, like a ethereal dream just beyond the horizon of our minds...
Nature's first green is gold Her hardest hue to hold Her early leaf's a flower But only so an hour Then leaf subsides to leaf Then eden sank to grief Then dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stayRobert Frost
i don't want my relatonship (with anyone) to be mere fleeting memory. i don't know why i'm feeling so nostalgic now (NO, i didn't break up with fio)... MUST BE THE FUCKING MID LIFE CRISIS!!! AHHHHHH!!!! I'M GONNA GO BALD!!! SAVE THE HAIR!!! THE HHHHHHAAAAIIIIRRRR!!! @_@
anyway, i was saying. i think you guys should give all your loved ones a big hug after you're done reading this... =) we might die tomorrow, but at least we'd die without regrets =3 oh yeah, i dunno why but i grew tired of reading xiaxue's blog. i dunno. i found that her entries became increasingly immature and bimbotic. and the dozen that worship her are normally opinionless doo doo heads who believe everything she says to be the Ten Commandments they live by. instead, check out
http://rockson.blogspot.com XD he's damn funny and gives insightful views on everything. most of all, he scolds fuck as much as i do! (maybe more o.o) and he isn't afraid to say that the government is KNNCCB either =P
sigh, blogging is such a cruel world. i was surprised Daphne Teo's blog was taken down (YES, i know i'm behind times -.- don't rub it in, i only recently had internet access since almost a year for reasons only my friends know). i did some research and found out why too =/ people are kinda dumb. everyone makes opinions based on one side of the story. i don't believe there's such a thing as a completely innoncent party when 2 people break up. bah. life.
fucked up as usual =/ sigh.
Now listening to: Daddy's Little Defect by Sugarcult
Now playing: Rakion Online
^_____^ oh yeah, shall now have this little now listening to and now playing section with every new post. i do it manually cos i'm too dumb to figure out how to hardcode it into the html o.o yes, i'm stupid, very stupid ><
lone wolf syndrome.
Sunday, April 02, 2006
joyXD
6:34 PM
yay, i finally got rid of the irritating music XD thinking of changing the skin soon... hmm... ah, but i'm a lazy bastard... probably do it on wednesday or something.
been bored as hell lately... i dunno why either =/ i have the sudden urge to find something meaningful in my life again >< UHG! midlife crisis coming on! wtf... i'm only 18! #$%$#@ !!!
i feel so saddened that my blog is pratically unknown to the world :'( even fio has more people checking out her blog... it's like >< unfair! and the irony is that, she doesn't want people reading it o.o it's supposed to be a private blog sorta thing. oh yeah, that's why the link to her page isn't working -.- oh yeah, and the to the yX guy who tagged her board and added her on friendster and msn: RAWR! get lost! she's taken! *hugs fio possessively*
>=( not that i don't mind her making friends, but it think it's kinda "aggressive" for you to take the initiative to add an ATTACHED girl on msn and friendster when she hardly knows you... grr...
anyway, i've been listening to U2 recently... why? i dunno, we were sorta using their CD to play some background music to liven the atmosphere during sports day and i guess i sorta took a liking to their music... it's not exactly rock (although people would classify them as a rock band)... the songs are mostly slow, but there's this inexplicable.. "energy" in their songs. not the kind where you'd listen to and fall alseep drooling, but the kind that you'd enjoy in the train or bus back from a long day in skool/work kind =)
on another note, when i look at the freshmen in my college, i have this tinge of sadness... i know what it's like to study in SRJC for a year. most of the teachers are crap in my opinion... fortunately all my teachers rock =3 but for the others... sometimes i wonder how'd they get their qualifications... i even have a video of a teacher sleeping while someone else was lecturing o.o i dunno whther i should post it up though... later kena like the RI slapping incident then get fucked by MOE -.-
=( oh and our principal... what can i say? administration must be a damn easy job, since she has so much free time to go around the school catching students for "inappropriate" attire. yes, i understand uniform gives a sense of errr... uniformity? (duh) and discipline but there's absolutely no need to go overboard with it. look at the other colleges. their standards are way more lax than ours. and since our grades are already pretty much fucked up (we've been the bottom jc for what? 7 years?) shouldn't we be focussing more on the academic aspect instead of all this bullshit about attire and "school spirit"? face it, we're not going to be a VJC where everyone worships the school, especially if you give the students nothing worth worshipping, mrs kok. i'm proud to be an SRJCian. not because i love the school or because i respect you. but because i believe that if you cannot respect the instituiton you come from, you can't expect others to respect you.
... god, i sound like a motherfucking hypocrite o.o
anyway, institutes of education are supposed to be institutes of EDUCATION; not discipline. in my opinion, education constitutes 2 things : giving people a set of skills so that they can survive in this world (for a jc, an a level cert would be pretty nice -.-), and making them a useful person in society (not some druggie or alcoholic). i don't think any of our students will turn out to be psychotic murders and if they did, i doubt anyone would point a finger at the skool. so shouldn't we see more effort in the academic portion? yes, i know there are teachers who are very dedicated. they don't mind not having holidays just to hold extra lessons for us. they skip meals to have consultation times with us. they really want to see us get straight a's, i mean, who doesn't? even we want to. but there's more to teaching than just that. teaching should be about motivating as well (christ, didn't you people watch "I Not Stupid 2"?). there's an ancient chinese proverb that i believe goes "if the student fails to learn then the teacher has failed to teach". maybe it's not the effort that's lacking? teachers (principal included) should step back and see what they're doing wrong instead of always telling us "it's mostly effort on your part". we know that too, but if you tell us it's effort on our part and then continue to tell us that we're the bottom of the top 25% in the nation blah blah blah we must work hard blah blah blah, that ain't going to help much either.
fah. i've wasted a whole post telling the school how to do it's job. i feel like MOE now. except with no power to boss anyone around... maybe except my smallest brother >=)
lone wolf syndrome.
