Monday, July 28, 2008
9:04 PM
As I'm sitting here typing this post, I'm waiting for the lights to go out and the aircon to stop working.
Power trips every 5 mins are not fun. It got so irritating to the point I plugged my battery into my laptop due to it dying everytime the power went out.
Schedule's been crazy-packed lately, and with just TOO many clashes. Duty, course, ops package, AGM, Cohesion Day planning, blah. I can't even afford to fall sick (which I am actually; blame the lack of sleep and the heaty foods I've been eating).
I still can't find the personalised mug, fortunately, the Cohesion may be pushed back to the 15th, buying me much needed time to go scout for it.
Valentane Huang; all that hoo ha over just another pretty face. It seems pretty much to me that you're just another rich, spoilt, stuck-up, arrogant, "oh-I'm-so-hot-I-deserve-this-and-that" girl. The type that enjoys the attention men give you and are attracted to "bad boys" who don't pay you attention, but treat you badly instead (your own confession about the lawyer boyfriend you stayed with
exclusively for 4 years who cheated on you 5 times just proves this; you're just another bimbo, I mean, who the heck stays with a partner who cheats on them twice?!).
For those of you who haven't figured out who I'm talking about, run a google. Electric New Paper should have the article regarding her.
On another note,
I can't wait for Thursday :) Miss the touch of your hair, the sight of your face. I miss you, babe.
lone wolf syndrome.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
11:50 PM
My phone's getting more and more crazy. I think I should get the free E51.
I feel like I'm falling more and more in love with you everyday :) It's a nice feeling, especially when the feelings are returned.
Personalised mugs. Sigh. What a pain in the butt.
lone wolf syndrome.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Jeet Kune Do
11:03 PM
"I have not invented a "new style," composite, modified or otherwise that is set within distinct form as apart from "this" method or "that" method. On the contrary, I hope to free my followers from clinging to styles, patterns, or molds. Remember that Jeet Kune Do is merely a name used, a mirror in which to see "ourselves". . . Jeet Kune Do is not an organized institution that one can be a member of. Either you understand or you don't, and that is that. There is no mystery about my style. My movements are simple, direct and non-classical. The extraordinary part of it lies in its simplicity. Every movement in Jeet Kune-Do is being so of itself. There is nothing artificial about it. I always believe that the easy way is the right way. Jeet Kune-Do is simply the direct expression of one's feelings with the minimum of movements and energy. The closer to the true way of Kung Fu, the less wastage of expression there is. Finally, a Jeet Kune Do man who says Jeet Kune Do is exclusively Jeet Kune Do is simply not with it. He is still hung up on his self-closing resistance, in this case anchored down to reactionary pattern, and naturally is still bound by another modified pattern and can move within its limits. He has not digested the simple fact that truth exists outside all molds; pattern and awareness is never exclusive. Again let me remind you Jeet Kune Do is just a name used, a boat to get one across, and once across it is to be discarded and not to be carried on one's back."
"Some martial arts are very popular, real crowd pleasers, because they look good, have smooth techniques. But beware. They are like a wine that has been watered. A diluted wine is not a real wine, not a good wine, hardly the genuine article. Some martial arts don't look so good, but you know that they have a kick, a tang, a genuine taste. They are like olives. The taste may be strong and bittersweet. The flavor lasts. You cultivate a taste for them. No one ever developed a taste for diluted wine."
Somewhere along the line, people forget to be practical. To be true to their inner gut feeling. When they know what's logically correct, but do something else for various reasons.
It takes a man who died 35 years ago and his legacy to remind us of it sometimes.
Jeet Kune Do is not a form, not a fighting style. It is a philosophy, that can be applied to both martial arts, and life.
lone wolf syndrome.
Monday, July 21, 2008
10:44 PM
Work's really boring nowadays.
I've got until August. I know it seems like a long time, but from previous experience, a coupla weeks of slacking around and bam, it's here.
Then it'll be a month of outfield exercises again :/
Maybe I should make use of this free time, go out after work or something. But I still have to wake up at 0545 every morning regardless of how late I sleep, so I've got a self imposed "curfew" to meet.
She's not feeling well :( Hope she gets better asap...
lone wolf syndrome.
Friday, July 18, 2008
7:38 PM
Made me wait 4 hours and 40 minutes at the time of this post.
Made me waste one day of leave I planned to spend with you, out of the 11 remaining days I have in the year.
And this is not the first time, not the second time.
If you have feelings for someone, that's not the way you would treat them.
No, I'm not happy at all.
lone wolf syndrome.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
8:39 PM
Look after yourself if you're not feeling well :(
OUV training tomorrow. There'll be night training too. Probably gonna be back home pretty late. I'll pack stuff to stay in just in case.
lone wolf syndrome.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
11:37 PM
I'm glad you tried to be on time today :) If you're willing to change, that's good enough for me.
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Will you be mine?
lone wolf syndrome.