Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Update!
11:06 PM
Hmm. Where to start?
This place has been a coven for my feelings and opinions for a while. And I noticed I only post here when I'm feeling down, pissed off, or otherwise unhappy.
So my long absence means I've been enjoying life for quite a while now :)
I don't blog for the people out there to read. I blog mostly for myself. It serves as a reminder to me of things to come and things past. Sometimes, reading each post makes me recall the very emotions I had as I was typing that particular post out. It's really amazing sometimes.
Work's ok so far. Tiring, but bearable. After all, it's only 5 more months to freedom. I just try to pass each day gradually and not think too much about the future.
And then there's you. You make everyday a little more bearable, a little brighter. You manage to put a smile on my face just by thinking about you. You're one of the main reasons why I stopped blogging for a while. Because I didn't see any reason to. You made life more meaningful, made me a happier person and gave me something to look forward to. I don't care what others may think of you, you're perfect for me in my eyes :)
I'm back to playing Rappelz again recently. Stopped with the clubbing and heavy drinking. I realised that was all basically because I lacked companionship and felt lonely. Felt like life was one big drag. That changed. So did my lifestyle I suppose. I won't be consumed by online games again. It will be important to me, but I won't give up what the more important things in life for it.
Soccer on weekends is pretty dry now. Kanu hasn't contacted me in a while. Dunno what's up either.
Well, I'll update more in the near future, going to bed now :)
lone wolf syndrome.
