I never saw you again. You slammed the door as you came in. We yelled at each other about something that just shouldn't fucking matter but for some reason, it does. It happened. We spoke softly. We were in bed. I told you
"I love you."
You said the same. We went to movies and parties and friends and ate and drank and made love.
It all ended with my eyes meeting yours for the first time and the sudden, extreme feeling of expectation.
And now, how can I miss what has never existed.
From the usual place.
I've not touched this in a while. It means I'm busy busy busy. So fucking busy.
lone wolf syndrome.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
2:32 AM
This is a beautiful line.
I've gone to look for myself. If I should return before I get back, keep me here. Consider this goodbye.
Something's really different about Rihanna's voice compared to Megan. I guess this song sums up about 90% of the female population.
lone wolf syndrome.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
11:47 AM
Please, not a typical girl who is swayed by words, looks and a little splashing of money.
Those are a dime a dozen.
lone wolf syndrome.
Friday, July 23, 2010
2:07 PM
Nudge me.
Wake me.
lone wolf syndrome.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
10:08 PM
Nature.
lone wolf syndrome.
Monday, July 19, 2010
6:27 PM
When I think about it, I was too young, too irresponsible and too selfish or it'd have been something to last a lifetime.
And I am someone who's very clear that some opportunities only come once.
I guess maybe mine has come and gone.
lone wolf syndrome.
3:07 PM
Lift me up.
Cos I can't beat these battered wings no more.
lone wolf syndrome.
Friday, July 16, 2010
2:28 AM
Hope; I don't like hoping.
Fear; I am resigned.
Faith; beyond my understanding.
Trust; not that defined.
I hope this isn't just another dream.
lone wolf syndrome.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
8:17 PM
Just because I'm a miracle maker, doesn't mean I have to make miracles for you.
lone wolf syndrome.
12:10 PM
When sadness was the sea, you were the one that taught me to swim.
Indeed you were.
ISTJ is a really accurate description.
So after many sleepless nights of staying up and staring at the ceiling; yes, it is.
It is better to have love and lost than have never loved before.
lone wolf syndrome.
Monday, July 12, 2010
8:40 PM
I am a bitter, angry individual.
I am resigned to the fact that sometimes no matter how hard you try, things aren't going to work out.
I am disappointed that the things I believe in have been proven time and time again to be lies crafted for the gullible.
I am a faithless, hopeless individual.
Sometimes I just want to give up and say, fuck it, forget everything.
Sometimes, I just want to be like them. The everyone-else.
Is a person's nature that hard to change? Or is it just because I am a stubborn, bullheaded individual who just doesn't want to see the truth sometimes?
Bitter and cynical and fed up with this world.
That's who I am.
lone wolf syndrome.
4:52 PM
I hope this silence is deafening.
I hope that makes sense one day.
Because talk is cheap and words are weak
And action is the only thing I know.
lone wolf syndrome.
Thursday, July 08, 2010
4:41 AM
If someone's in love with you, you're a 10.
That is the truest damn thing I've ever heard. Probably the most important thing in life everyone needs to learn.
lone wolf syndrome.
Tuesday, July 06, 2010
6:39 PM
You know what.
One day, I'll one up you, Nick Hornby.
One day, I will write a book titled "How to be happy."
One day... someday.
lone wolf syndrome.
Saturday, July 03, 2010
2:17 AM
Now you've gone too fast. Now, you've made me leave me behind.
