Tuesday, October 26, 2010
12:28 AM
I wonder how the mangaka got inspiration for TWGOK.
He was probably sick of reality as well.
I guess there's a gap in my heart too.
lone wolf syndrome.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
11:16 PM
This despair feels all too familiar.
Not knowing where you'll be in a couple years time.
Not knowing whether you're living for something worthwhile.
Let tomorrow worry about tomorrow, they say.
I hope that's true.
Because without a visible tomorrow; it's kinda hard to focus on today.
lone wolf syndrome.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
4:58 PM
Ever have the feeling that you've fucked up?
No, not the "Shit, fucking hell" feeling.
But the "Oh." feeling.
The "Oh. Oh, oh shit. I-I guess, I really fucked up didn't I?" feeling.
The feeling that you've been presented an opportunity. One that you're supposed to hold onto and never let go. The type that only comes once in a lifetime, that once you miss, it's gone. Forever. And you think tha- no. You know that, you've let it go. You took it for granted and let it slip through your fingers. You know plain well how you fucked up and you know, you just know.
Because every once in a while, I get that feeling.
Because I know I fucked up.
Because I know I may never get an opportunity like that ever again.
lone wolf syndrome.
3:32 AM
I Am A: Neutral Good Human Fighter/Sorcerer (2nd/1st Level)
Ability Scores:Strength-14
Dexterity-15
Constitution-13
Intelligence-15
Wisdom-17
Charisma-13
Alignment:Neutral Good A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.
Race:Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.
Primary Class:Fighters can be many things, from soldiers to criminal enforcers. Some see adventure as a way to get rich, while others use their skills to protect the innocent. Fighters have the best all-around fighting capabilities of the PC classes, and they are trained to use all standard weapons and armor. A fighter's rigorous martial training grants him many bonus feats as he progresses, and high-level fighters have access to special melee maneuvers and exotic weapons not available to any other character.
Secondary Class:Sorcerers are arcane spellcasters who manipulate magic energy with imagination and talent rather than studious discipline. They have no books, no mentors, no theories just raw power that they direct at will. Sorcerers know fewer spells than wizards do and acquire them more slowly, but they can cast individual spells more often and have no need to prepare their incantations ahead of time. Also unlike wizards, sorcerers cannot specialize in a school of magic. Since sorcerers gain their powers without undergoing the years of rigorous study that wizards go through, they have more time to learn fighting skills and are proficient with simple weapons. Charisma is very important for sorcerers; the higher their value in this ability, the higher the spell level they can cast.
Find out
What Kind of Dungeons and Dragons Character Would You Be?, courtesy of Easydamus
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lone wolf syndrome.
2:51 AM
Nah, it's not this world that makes me lose hope.
It's worse. It's people that make me lose hope.
It's people that I feel can never change; that I feel no matter how much they ought to deserve the benefit of the doubt of being unique individuals, I am proven wrong time and again that people. are. truly. similar.
I suppose a unique byproduct of some system that rejects the stereotypical labels attached to his/her attributes and can somehow view things from an outside-the-system perspective, operate from outside the boundaries of the normal is either so rare it could be quite impossible to meet one in my lifetime, or simply don't exist.
That special somebody I'm looking for. Special not only because that somebody is special to me, but special literally. I just feel I cannot compromise for just anybody.
Nobody is better than anybody, unless that anybody is you.
lone wolf syndrome.
Thursday, October 14, 2010
11:01 PM
Busy, tired, no time for this shit.
That's good.
That means I'm not thinking too much about the nothing that doesn't matter.
lone wolf syndrome.
