Friday, September 30, 2011
11:24 PM
Sometimes uncertainty sets in.
lone wolf syndrome.
Monday, September 26, 2011
10:55 PM
Sometimes, it's like a fight.
The only way to move forward is to tuck in your chin, keep your shoulders up and your fists tight and just roll in the punches.
And just blast through whatever stands in your way.
lone wolf syndrome.
Sunday, September 25, 2011
2:32 PM
The lies of the world.
lone wolf syndrome.
Friday, September 23, 2011
2:28 AM
I realised it's not the internet that makes me depressed about humanity.
The internet merely tells me about the reality that I didn't know existed.
Reality makes me depressed about humanity.
lone wolf syndrome.
2:21 AM
Realism or cynicism?
Probably the wrong person to decide.
lone wolf syndrome.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
12:35 PM
Don't forget thyself; thrown into the limelight.
The times when it was hell, stuck in eternal night.
Remember them well and never take for granted
Everything you have now; the good, the bad and the ugly side of the human self.
Only when you've had it all and then lost it all again
Only when you've plunged into the darkness and rose again from the ashes of sin
Only then are you qualified to talk about money, fortune and fame.
Only then will you realise, everything is but a dream
The important things, you'll remember well
Because they mark an important spell; a reminder, a ghost, a spectre of the past
Of the times when you were not exactly everything you are
Now however, thy must not forget; thy must remember
And always bear in mind instead
The nobody you were and yet the somebody thy are now.
lone wolf syndrome.
Monday, September 19, 2011
3:15 PM
Because no one else is going to live your life for you.
lone wolf syndrome.
2:50 PM
Live stronger.
lone wolf syndrome.
3:48 AM
Stand taller.
lone wolf syndrome.
Friday, September 16, 2011
9:26 PM
Move faster.
lone wolf syndrome.
12:13 AM
Try harder.
lone wolf syndrome.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
7:39 PM
From a very young age I'd already known that there was no good and evil in this world. There was no right or wrong, only different ways of thinking so.
But yet, I knew that there was this very basic unspoken rule that established my notions of "right" and "wrong": Do unto others what you would other do unto you.
And I've stuck by it for the longest time. I guess I have to be thankful for my education; this school of not-so-hard knocks life has put me through. And I guess maybe it's fate I'm a sociology major.
lone wolf syndrome.
12:19 AM
I shouldn't read too much into it and mindfuck myself.
Remember the last time you did that Bryan?
lone wolf syndrome.
Monday, September 12, 2011
11:26 PM
The only certain thing about tomorrow is that it will be different.
lone wolf syndrome.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
1:38 AM
Even when I hope to move forward, my past just holds my hope back.
Maybe 'holds' is a wrong choice of words. It's more like pull; yank; the act of not only restricting but creating further retrogression.
And if there is no hope, there can be nothing to speak.
lone wolf syndrome.
Thursday, September 08, 2011
12:18 AM
I guess it's better than nothing.
Status quo is sometimes something that should be maintained.
Sometimes the cost of progress is too great.
lone wolf syndrome.
Monday, September 05, 2011
12:05 AM
This "only study in school" shit is not going to work this sem :/
C'mon Bryan, what happened to that motivation you had last semester?
lone wolf syndrome.
Sunday, September 04, 2011
4:26 AM
Does everyone really have a price?
I'd like to think that I'm not the only one who doesn't.
lone wolf syndrome.
3:05 AM
That's what it feels like when you fall from great heights. That's what it feels like when your heart grows back. That's what it feels like when you don't want to feel. But this, this is just me.
lone wolf syndrome.
2:28 AM
Another drunken night.
Sometimes I wonder if this is the way of things to come.
lone wolf syndrome.
Friday, September 02, 2011
12:25 AM
I guess even though I don't workout with the others, the idea that they are is actually impetus for me to get restarted on my routine.
So I did my usual 100 reps again today.
lone wolf syndrome.