Sunday, September 29, 2013
1:13 AM
Too much brainpower required for a weekend.
lone wolf syndrome.
Saturday, September 28, 2013
2:55 AM
I guess what I wanted to say is that, you've not lived my life, please don't decide to tell me how I should do things.
Don't walk a mile in my shoes. Walk a lifetime and tell me if you'd still stick to your way of doing things.
lone wolf syndrome.
2:52 AM
I don't think I can ever write another poem as epic as the Silent Scream one ever again:
http://ohmygodwtf.blogspot.sg/2012/03/i-accidentally-deleted-4-months-worth.html (somewhere in the middle, deleted the original post by mistake a long time ago so had to copy paste the html into a single post).
It's the epitome of what I feel every time I visit this place to pen down some of my thoughts. I would think it has perfect structure, perfect words and perfect prose. For what I wanted to express at least. At every juncture I typed the poem out, I tried to make it read like the feelings I had at that time could be exemplified in the way the poem was read - the stops, pauses, new lines would all contribute to the effect of helping people understand how I feel.
And I guess partly the reason I was able to write it is because I feel that way quite often. I'm familiar with it.
Familiar with the despair that comes with experience.
lone wolf syndrome.
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
10:35 PM
Wealthy people surround themselves with pretty things to bask in the beauty of them.
Poor people surround themselves with pretty things to show off the value of their belongings.
I surround myself with pretty things to remind myself how worthless they are.
lone wolf syndrome.
Sunday, September 15, 2013
we never said
11:50 PM
Would you give up the world if I could just turn back time?
Would you have said yes if I had dared to ask why?
People say they live with no regrets
But the truth is that we can never forget
The sometimes and some things that we never did
That we never did
Hold on
To this highlight
We're gonna go all night
Cos we need
To make up for
Everything that we never said
Everything that we could have said
Would you have stayed if I had the courage
to say what I wanted to say?
Would you say what you wanted to say
if I asked you now?
If I asked you now.
Hold on
To the moonlight
We're gonna stay up all night
Cos we need
To make up for
Everything that we never said
Everything that we could have made
lone wolf syndrome.
Monday, September 09, 2013
creep
11:33 PM
The creep and crawl.
Sing and song.
Whispers and mumblings
Of a time I thought had gone.
You're back
Yet you never seem to leave
But you go
Yet you're never left.
Bed mates
No - more.
More than that.
Etched in deep
and never gone
Just that I forget
Sometimes
That I'm not alone
Source of my insanity
Muse of my poetry
Without you
Perhaps
I'm not my own.
lone wolf syndrome.
11:18 PM
Silly dreams.
lone wolf syndrome.
