Saturday, November 30, 2013
1:47 AM
OMG OMG IT'S BACK
The hardest thing to do when you go back underwater, is talk about what the sky was like.
I wrote this for you
lone wolf syndrome.
Monday, November 25, 2013
6:45 PM
The reason why I read on the way to work and on the way back but not at home is because I don't like to think when I'm alone.
lone wolf syndrome.
Sunday, November 24, 2013
11:21 PM
Fuck girlfriends, I need a cat D:
lone wolf syndrome.
Saturday, November 23, 2013
1:24 AM
Never fight for a cause you don't believe in.
Never believe in something you're not willing to fight for.
lone wolf syndrome.
Thursday, November 21, 2013
6:11 PM
Before: Quiet, socially awkward loner with self-esteem issues.
After: Arrogant, cocksure, cunning master strategist who doesn't mince his words.
A lot people are stuck in the before phase. Before they really know me that is.
lone wolf syndrome.
Wednesday, November 20, 2013
11:46 PM
You make your own happiness. No one else.
lone wolf syndrome.
11:31 PM
I'm not even sure I want to become a digital hermit/social recluse any more after coming to the realization that it's the Internet that makes me angry sometimes.
Ok well, as I've rationalized before, it's actually human nature that makes me angry, the Internet just acts as a magnifying glass for everything wrong with humanity, but still - How on Earth is someone supposed to live like that? They'd sooner give up the will to live (or at least live normally) than bother to wrench themselves from their digital existence. Which probably explains hikikomori behaviour.
Starting to consider that peeling myself entirely away from gaming and the Internet (on a daily basis at least) and engrossing myself in books and courses (yay iOS7, yay iTunes U, yay iBooks) and whatever productive activity seems more logical. Afterall, on a lull day, I do technically spend at least 8 hours online. Don't think I really need any more if you ask me.
Time to remember how to live again.
lone wolf syndrome.
11:01 AM
I figure the reason people think I seem unemotional and unfriendly is because I see through all their bullshit and down to the core of their personality in an instant without revealing any of mine (not because I have no emtions but because I have no bullshit and nothing to hide) and it makes them scared of me.
Conversely, I guess it is ironically true that manipulative people who are able to put on fake appearances of being vulnerable yet able to perform the same kind of analysis that I am appear to be more attractive to others because their false front is not as terrifying as mine.
The truly scary people are not those who seem unemotional, but those who are unemotional yet cover it up with a facade of friendliness/vulnerability.
Ok I've been reading too much Robert Greene :<
lone wolf syndrome.
Sunday, November 10, 2013
9:09 PM
http://www.recoverystories.info/75-years-in-the-making-harvard-just-released-its-epic-study-on-what-men-need-to-live-a-happy-life/
Well... fuck.
lone wolf syndrome.
Monday, November 04, 2013
11:14 PM
Life's good but I always get this feeling of... inadequacy. Like there's nothing to look forward to. Nothing to want to eagerly do.
There's something that's missing from my life that normal people have and I'm not exactly sure what it is. The things that motivate them to get up and do whatever they do everyday.
I just life day by day. Maybe... that's good in its own way.
lone wolf syndrome.
Sunday, November 03, 2013
11:13 PM
Sorry haven't been updating. Life's been good and I haven't found a reason to be miserable lately.
lone wolf syndrome.
