Saturday, September 26, 2015
8:34 PM
Maybe the truth is, I have a horrible personality.
That's why all my relationships fail.
lone wolf syndrome.
8:31 PM
Stop. Thinking.
You need to stop thinking Bryan. Or the nightmares are going to come back to haunt you.
You have something on tomorrow. Don't do this to yourself.
Don't make yourself talk to yourself because no one else is going to talk to you.
lone wolf syndrome.
8:28 PM
Yes, I'm posting a lot because I feel like the world's biggest fucker now. I feel like an absolute scumbag. I don't feel like I deserve anything anymore. I feel like I deserve to be sad and miserable all the time because fuck me.
lone wolf syndrome.
8:27 PM
I'm not sure what's worse, that you can't trust anyone or that no one can trust you.
lone wolf syndrome.
8:25 PM
Everything is now a validation of my fears.
I don't know how I am ever going to see out of the constant bombardment of dread.
lone wolf syndrome.
8:00 PM
For the first time in a long time, I'm not ashamed to come here.
So this is how deleting someone from your life feels. It's horrible.
In your heart, there's always a place for that person, but you need to remove every single trace of their outward presence.
I'm so fucked up I can't believe it. I'm not sure if I'm ever going to ever dare get close to a girl ever again.
lone wolf syndrome.
